Vocal by Steve Stoeckel; clarinet: Guillermo Prado
Originally written for a musical, this song shows the influence of Paul McCartney (a throwback to his throwback songs on Beatles albums). We could call this some1920’s-style music for the theater. The rather inept protagonist here finally says what he should have said to begin with. We can all identify with him a little.
Vocals: Steve Stoeckel. Piano: David Harper. Clarinet: Guillermo Prado.
Having said that, I’d like to try to set the record straight.
It’s not too late, I hope – you must think I’m a dope –
Amazing how I seem to ramble on!
I didn’t mean it when I said thought that we should just be friends.
I should have told you how much I want to hold you,
And now I can’t remove you from my mind.
I love you – such a simple phrase.
I want you – what’s so hard to say?
I need you each and every day.
Yes, I love you!
I can’t believe it – I never thought I’d be in love again.
It’s such a tricky path; should I cry or laugh?
I guess no one will help make up my mind.
I adore you and that’s all that really matters in the end.
I know you think I’m crazy – at least a little hazy –
And now I can’t release you from my mind.
I love you – such a simple phrase.
I want you – is that so hard to say?
I need you each and every day.
Yes, I love you!
I have to go now; got to get up in the morning – can’t be late.
You know I hate to go – oh, I love you so –
Say you love me too, we’ll say goodnight!
I’m so glad that we finally managed to set it straight.
I must be bolder – we’re getting older,
I’m so glad I spoke my mind!
I love you – such a simple phrase.
I want you – what’s so hard to say?
I need you each and every day.
Yes, I love you!
I love you!
2. If I Live to Be 100
Vocals by Steve Simpson and Tracy Simpson
During Covid I joined Southern Songwriters. We met online each week and each week we were given a suggested prompt. This song was written simply based on the prompt “100” and I wrote this song in less than two hours. A few months later, I sent it to Dave Johnson to add bluegrass instruments – which he did superbly – and suddenly I was a bluegrass songwriter. Don’t let the light-hearted sound fool you – getting old can be seriously sad and lonely! There is a good mix of humor and seriousness in this one, though. I really do wish for a time when there will be no more war and no more poverty! Heaven, perhaps?
Lead vocal: Steve Simpson. Backing vocal: Tracy Simpson. Banjo/Fiddle/Cello: David Johnson.
If I live to be ninety-two,
Will I still have important things to do,
Like hold your hand gently while we wait,
Or watch the grandkids learn to skate?
If I live to be ninety-three,
Will they have solved some great mystery,
Like who really shot John F. Kennedy,
Or whatever happened to good T.V.?
If I live that long, what will I see?
The end of war, the end of poverty?
Or, will the world still look the same?
Oh, oh, that would be a shame.
If I don’t quite make ninety-eight,
And I meet you at the pearly gates,
Will you ask me “why are you late?”
Or ask me in and say “Let’s congregate!”?
If I live to be one hundred years old,
Will they laugh at me because I’m always cold?
Will I sit alone most all of the time,
And wish I held your hand in mine?
3. Once In a While
Vocal by Alex Ray
Written ca 1990, this is my first and only attempt at a country song. The story is real enough, but I will not reveal the subject’s name.
Vocals: Alex Ray. Fiddles/Mandolin: Andy Leftwich. Guitars: Joe Miller and Bruce. Classical guitar: Joe Miller.
Once in a while
I find myself thinking of you;
And softly a sigh
Reminds me of some other day
Long, long ago when we were young
And foolish, too.
Once in a while, I remember I loved you.
Sometimes in my dreams
I find you here in my arms;
And somehow, it seems,
I’m keepin’ you safe and warm.
Here in my heart
I know some things weren’t meant to be,
And once in a while, I remember you loved me.
That was long ago – seems like yesterday –
And I wouldn’t change a thing:
You had your life, and I had mine.
And someday I may hold you again, if only in my dreams,
So I just had to say… that once in a while is almost every day.
Here in my dreams we have each other for a moment or two.
And once in a while, I remember I love you.
4. Autumn’s Gray Skies
Vocal by Larry Williams. Lead guitar: Scott Bristow.
An unusual instrumentation, but I think the vibraphone along with Larry’s interpretation gives it a bluesy feel. Scott’s blues lead at the end adds to that feeling – great contributions to my original idea.
Lyrics edited by Larry Williams. Vocals: Larry Williams. Guitars: Bruce and Scott Bristow. Vibraphone: Bruce. Bass: Watson Pryor.
I don’t mind a little summer rain
I’ve always seen the sun come back out again.
And I don’t stop if the mercury tops one hundred and two
But autumn’s gray skies make me blue.
When the winter wind bites at my nose
I smile as I remember angels we left out in the snow.
Christmas lights and moonlit nights – sweet mem’ries of you,
But autumn’s gray skies make me blue.
Doesn’t really matter the season or the day –
It hurts to remember when you walked away.
I couldn’t help but notice: no tears in your eyes
And all around us those cold gray skies
I could be happy when flowers come in spring,
I can pretend our love never mean a thing.
Winter, spring or summer – these seasons will do
But autumn’s gray skies –
Ah, those gray autumn skies –
autumn’s gray skies make me blue.
5. Rodi’s Song (Our Kind of Love)
Vocals by Bruce Stevenson.
Ro and I have been together since we were seventeen. She is my rock. We don’t have that gushy, showy PDA kind of love, but we feel deeply grateful for each other – loving me is not easy, so I’m the truly lucky one!
Vocals/Guitar: Bruce. Fiddles/Banjo/Pedal Steel: David Johnson.
Don’t need to hear you say “I love you,”
Don’t need to hear you say “I care for you,”
Everything I need to know about your love
Is in the things you do.
I don’t need to write you love songs,
Or write some sweet poetry.
I think you know the way I feel about you, Love,
And I hope it’s plain to see.
Our kind of love is a special kind of love:
We thank our lucky stars and thank the Lord above.
No words could ever say how much
We need each other every day – it’s just that way –
Our kind of love.
So, I wrote this little love song,
Just in case you missed a clue.
I hope you won’t mind if I say that I love you
And I know that you love me, too.
And, it’s OK to write me letters
Or write some sweet poetry,
But you couldn’t say it better than when you hold my hand
Or when you smile at me.
Our kind of love is a special kind of love:
We thank our lucky stars and thank the Lord above.
No words could ever say how much
We need each other every day – it’s just that way –
Our kind of love.
6. You Don’t Have to Love Me
Vocal by Tracy Simpson.
While the story is about losing a lover, the real story is about losing a life-long friend this way. It’s a different kind of love, but every bit as painful. Tracy was singing background on one of the other songs and I thought I needed to write something specifically for her beautiful voice. Because this idea was already rolling around in my head, I thought it might be perfect for her – and I was right! I’m so thankful that she was willing to do this vocal as a last-minute addition to the album.
Vocals: Tracy Simpson. Guitars: Joe Miller and Bruce. Bass: Joe Miller.
Called your phone yesterday – never heard a word.
That you would ghost me – it seems absurd.
Was it something I said to you; something I did or didn’t do?
Please talk to me.
It hurts so much not knowing why;
I’m so confused – I sit and cry.
Could you please explain? Help to ease the pain, but
You don’t have to love me, too
It’s simply not required of you
’cause I’ll love you anyway – and there’s nothing you could say
To change my heart.
It may be foolish – this one way street.
I lay my dignity at your feet.
Sometimes we love and love is not returned.
And that’s a lesson my heart will never learn.
And you don’t have to love me, too –
It’s really not required of you,
So, I’ll love you anyway – there’s nothing you could say.
You don’t have to love me back –
I simply will ignore the fact
And I’ll love you anyway – even if you go away –
Just isn’t any way to change my heart.
7. A Hundred Takes
Danny Stevenson: lead vocal; Bruce and Hal Stevenson: backing vocals
Danny heard me do this one solo (with me singing all the parts) and suggested that we try to include our younger brother Hal and make it a “Three Brothers” song. The song is light-hearted and fun, and the idea of us singing together for the first time ever was fun, too. It is a fitting legacy work – and those who have done recording know how TRUE the lyrics are!
Vocals: Danny, Bruce, and Hal Stevenson. Guitars: Jason Poore and Scott Bristow. Bass: Watson Pryor.
I asked my girl to marry me, but she just wasn’t impressed
So I started to write her this song, now I’m so damned stressed.
I’m not too good with words, you see – and the harmony is just a mess,
But if I can get this right, she might say yes!
It’s gonna take about a hundred takes to get this song just right,
And it’ll take another hundred more if I’m gonna sleep tonight.
She said she wouldn’t want to string me along – that she’s not the marrying kind,
But when she hears this song, she’s gonna change her mind!
It’s gonna take about a hundred takes to get this song just right,
And it’ll take another hundred more if I’m gonna sleep tonight.
The perfect chords and words that are oh so true –
The perfect song for sayin “I Love You!”
It’s gonna take about a hundred takes to get this song just right,
And it’ll take another hundred more
If I want her, if I want her, if I want her to be mine!
8. All I Need
Vocal by Timothy Scott Williams.
An evolution of the heart from thinking that there is only room for her, to realizing that there is room for loving children and grandchildren – and maybe even more.
Vocals: Timothy Scott Williams. Guitars: Joe Miller and Bruce. Flutes: Jeanna M. Mills.
Your eyes sweetly smiled, and my heart was yours.
I said, “I love you,” – and you said, “I love you more.”
It seems like forever since we said, “I do”
But the moment we kissed I knew
All I needed was you.
You’re all I need to make the world just right.
To have you by my side – to have your love all my life
Is all I need.
Her eyes brightly smile as I lift her from the floor.
A giggly embrace – how could anyone want anymore?
I say, “I love you,” as I softly kiss her hair.
She wriggles down and runs off
To play somewhere.
It’s all I need to make my life complete.
To make each day so sweet – oh, to have the love of a child
Is all I need.
Some folks need their riches and some guys need their toys.
All I need is the love of family – that’s what brings me joy.
That’s all I need to make my life worthwhile.
To see their precious smiles – to love this little while
Is all I need.
To make my life complete – to make each day so sweet –
To sleep each night in peace
Is all I need.
9. Little Things
Vocal by Steve Simpson
Virtually no family has escaped the scourge of dementia. When it first makes its appearance, in little barely perceptible ways, it can be terrifying. Those of us who have lived through it with a loved one are afraid whenever memory lapses start to appear. The light-hearted sound of this song belies the serious subject.
Vocals: Steve Simpson. Guitars: David Johnson and Bruce. Fiddle/Mandolin: David Johnson.
Sometimes I forget little things,
like what day it is, or where dishes go.
And sometimes little things are important things,
like is my buddy here James or Joe?
Somedays I can be clear and clever
just like I used to be, as I recall.
But sometimes I’m confused it seems forever
by a question that means nothing at all.
I don’t mean to worry you, but I can see it on your face
every time I slip and make a little mistake.
We’ve both been witness to what a failing mind can do to lives,
and I never want to see that fear in your eyes.
I hope that I say important things
to our kids and you while I can –
that the crazy won’t erase all the good times,
and you’ll all remember me as a loving man.
I don’t mean to make you cry, but it’s important that you know,
what I may not say out loud when it’s time to go.
A lot of things I’ll never know, and some little things forgotten, oh,
but you can bet I’ll never forget this one little thing:
I love you so.
10. A Last Word
Vocal by Greg Watson
A replica power-ballad a la 1980’s rock. Even though the subject matter is an affair, the song evokes empathy for those caught in the struggle between hopeless love and the knowledge that it is, at its core, wrong.
Vocals: Greg Watson. Piano: Bruce.
Here we are again – goodbye’s only moments away.
Seems like that’s all we say.
Can you touch me now – one kiss before we go?
Can you hold me close and softly call my name-
Tell me you love me one more time?
Girl, we’ve tried so hard to say goodbye forever,
But somehow we’re never through.
And they say it’s wrong, but what else can we do?
You’ll always love me – I’ll always love you.
As I watch you go, the tears just fill my eyes.
Sometimes, I’d rather die.
Then, you smile at me and my heart begins to sing,
And I know somehow I’ll see you again –
Tell you I love you one more time.
Girl, we’ve tried so hard to say goodbye forever,
That’s just something we’ll never do.
And they say it’s wrong, but what else can we do?
I just have to believe there can never be
A last word.
For you and me there will never be a last word
11. If I Had a Wish
Vocal by Margaret Lynn scoggins; sax solo by Carl Ratliff.
This song was an attempt to capture the sound and spirit of a 1940’s jazz club, and a love song from that era. First written in 1976, this is the oldest of my songs on the album, inspired by the few gigs I was lucky enough to play with The Mellow Men led by Buddy Fields during the mid-1970’s.
Vocals: Margaret Lynn Scoggins. Piano: David Harper. Alto sax: Carl Ratliff. Guitar: Dr. L.H. Dickert.
If I had a wish today,
I would wish you here with me.
These mem’ries are so beautiful,
But after all, they’re just mem’ries.
If I had a song to sing,
I would sing it just for you.
I know a melody can’t hold you tight –
It just seems right to me.
Both of us know that we’re in love –
So far apart, yet still in love.
There must be a way that I can reach you-
Somehow hold you in my arms,
Somehow hold you in my arms.
12. Television Love
Vocal by Danny Stevenson. Brass section: Bobby Plair, Victor Plair and Carl Ratliff.
After binging the entire series of Dawson’s Creek, I found myself captivated by the character of Jen Linley (played by Michelle Williams) – this is a tribute to all those who “fall in love” with characters on screens, large and small. Of course, it’s silly – some songs are just about having some fun or making fun of ourselves!
Vocals: Danny Stevenson. Guitars: Scott Bristow. Trumpet: Bobby Plair. Sax: Carl Ratliff. Trombone: Victor Plair. Bass: Watson Pryor.
I must admit that I’m in love with Jen Lindley,
even though I’m pretty sure she isn’t real.
Every time I see her smile she gets to me
I just can’t believe the funny way I feel.
She’s my television love, sent to me from high above, or from Hollywood or somewhere
They create reality to confuse me, or to maybe guarantee I’ll fall in love.
I hope she doesn’t think this love will last forever;
I know that sometime soon this show will have to end.
Until then she’ll find me watching every day, drying all her tears and stealing her away.
She’s my television love, sent to me from high above, or from Hollywood or somewhere
They create reality to confuse me, or to maybe guarantee I’ll fall in love.
A fantasy with a girl on TV is all good fun until it makes you cry.
I think you’ll see that won’t be me, unless they let Jen Lindley die!
(Horn break)
She’s my television love, sent to me from high above, or from Hollywood or somewhere
They create reality to confuse me, or to maybe guarantee I’ll fall in love.